I needed to disable self sign-ups because I’ve been getting too many spam-type accounts. Thanks.
Serious start:11 September 2019
Hi Beata, I'm going to think about this, but here is my first impression. When my cats died earlier this year I fell into utter crap mode and I think it was because I burned out my B-vities with the stress. A B-spectrum + B12 got me back on a good path after just a few doses.
I think it might also be smart to support the adrenal/thyroid during stress and we here are experimenting just a bit with making sure to have enough iodine, VC, Salt.... there are probably other things too.
I have just been volunteered for lots of hosting this year! So sort this out, I will need your advice!
I'm also unvaxed and work now-and-then in a microwave lab. However, I haven't noticed any problems with these two things. The hardest thing about hanging with the vaxed is the division that is being sowed regarding people's private medical choices.
I have been feeling great this last week until I worked outside weed whacking for about 45 minutes on Wednesday. Since then, neuro and physical symptoms as bad as they have been since early March, when my wife got vaccinated.
They are slowing waning. That's what I get for helping with yard work. ;(
Quote from lil chick on August 16, 2021, 5:27 amI'm also unvaxed and work now-and-then in a microwave lab. However, I haven't noticed any problems with these two things. The hardest thing about hanging with the vaxed is the division that is being sowed regarding people's private medical choices.
Tell me about it lil chick... I am unvaxed and I've learned to keep quiet about it if I go down the pub. One landlord won't even speak to me any more. 🙁
Quote from Alastair on August 16, 2021, 12:08 pmQuote from lil chick on August 16, 2021, 5:27 amI'm also unvaxed and work now-and-then in a microwave lab. However, I haven't noticed any problems with these two things. The hardest thing about hanging with the vaxed is the division that is being sowed regarding people's private medical choices.
Tell me about it lil chick... I am unvaxed and I've learned to keep quiet about it if I go down the pub. One landlord won't even speak to me any more.
Vaccine supremacists even put their vaccine status in their bios on social media. Quite the strange bunch.
@lil-chick, my immediate advice is that prevention is better than the cure!
I am sure that these few intense days put me back several months of good effort to heal my ever whining adrenals. I am fine with iodine, vit C and salt and started on a really good B complex. I feel that rest is now really important, so no more brisk walks for me for a while.
@armin, I don't doubt that your yard work was greatly appreciated!
Strange with all these weaknesses that seem to be so prevalent now. Let’s hope that it is all just a temporary state of affairs and recovery is right around the corner.
13 Sept. 2021
It has been a roller-coaster since August 1 when I physically overstretched myself and suffered the consequences till about now. I feel that I finally recovered my strength both physically and mentally.
This amazing wave of creativity I experienced for a couple of months seems to have also disappeared. But I can feel it still exists somewhere in the tiny recessed of my soul. It will come back into the light - I hope.
I have been struggling with increased appetite - intense hunger all the time, even soon after the meals. I have experienced excessive hunger my entire life but it did subside since my diligent efforts with low vit. A diet. I am not happy to have to welcome it back.
I have been doing “my part” in fighting the madness that spreads over the world. I feel defeated and decided to step away from it, even if for a while. I am on several social media, study all the pro and against (but mostly against), and crashed when a young human rights lawyer (my niece) stated that people should loose their rights to medical services if they refuse the state injection.
I have to accept that the world will go through this phase as it has gone through many others in its long history - whether or not I exhaust myself fighting for what I think is right. I feel I am sticking my head in the sand but I need to retain my sanity.
Last week I completely stopped all supplements. It took me a long while to get there from very high doses of ascorbic acid and high doses of magnesium. After 5 days a blood blister appeared inside my mouth- something I experienced before when cutting down on vitamin C. I also started to have uncomfortable sensations of my heart skipping beats and a restless leg made reappearance. I restarted both of the supplements and will carry on dreaming to be able to drop them in the future.
I purchased whole wheat sourdough bread, something I stopped eating years ago. I don’t seem to have any issues that I can pinpoint and my bowel movements seem better formed and easier since. (They were not bad before).
My tinnitus is louder than ever and this is becoming of some concern. I still wonder if this may have something to do with EMFs. My ElectroSmart app showed a very significant increase in radiation; also the internet connection is amazing in every room of the house whereas before my small room had no service at all. We didn’t make any changes in the hardware. No escape…
I stopped enjoying black beans. They make me feel weird. I wonder if excess copper is the issue as I have no problem with white beans.
My diet is still very simple and includes rice, red meat, skinless chicken, white beans, mushrooms, occasionally some sauerkraut, a little olive oil, some coconut oil. My apple tree is producing amazing apples and I have one occasionally. Whole wheat bread lately but once it’s gone, I will not buy it again. Not sure if this is because I have fear of gluten or something else. I feel slightly addicted to it. I don't like to have any additions!
Overall, I am going forward with not too many pebbles in my shoes.
Quote from Beata on August 16, 2021, 2:34 amAugust 16, 2021
What comes up…
June and July were my best months since I can remember. I felt physically stong, my body showed amazing flexibility and my mind was at a level I have not experienced in years. I was aware of this feeling of total wellness, ease and creativity.
Then I was volunteered to cater a party for 9 people with whom I do not feel any connection. I stood to the task and did all the planning, shopping, cooking, serving and cleaning. I also spent time in their company, all freshly vaccinated to a hilt. (I am not sure if this has any significance but I feel compelled to mention it).
Since that time, (August 1) I feel like I tumbled down into the abyss. I feel deeply tired, somewhat depressed, annoyed, anxious with some instances of rage brewing under and insomnia on top.
WTF happened??? Where is the heaven I experienced prior?
Everything that was amazing is now not. Physical strength, mood, creativity all seem to take a leave of my person.
I am trying to figure out what I am doing differently…I think I started to eat black beans for long periods of time rather than a variety of different beans I eat earlier. Would this be a problem?
I remember feeling this awful few years ago when I was taking MitoCopper - a very expensive copper supplement. Am I getting excessive amounts of cooper from the black beans?
Catering this party was something that I wished I didn’t feel obliged to do. Was doing this against my better judgment a reason for my collapse?
Do people shed spike proteins and I was affected by it?
I also noticed on the ElectroSmart app that the EMF exposure is very high all the time and the Telefonica UK (cellular antennas) became the highest source of it rather than my router. I noticed that we now have very strong internet in the room where previously I could not use any devices. We didn’t change the router. I am not able to find more about what these cellular antennas are.
I have been struggling and wondering what the hell happened. Is this vit A detox and the rest are just incidentals?
I had a 2 month long view of what it feels to be a normal human being. It is all gone now and life seems like a great effort. There is a small part within me still perfectly fine, perfectly able to handle what comes. But my body and my mind seem to have gone south and it doesn’t feel good.
Hi, Beata. I like the way you write.
This post hooked me, because I seem to have experienced something similar. My symptoms worsened a few days ago when I was standing in line at the store, and after 10 minutes I was "covered" at the entrance to my home. Now I have some symptoms of heart failure. Although I am only at the beginning of the way, my symptoms have worsened very quickly and dramatically. Despite the fact that I didn't do anything special that day. I blamed constipation for everything, but you pulled this thought out of my subconscious) They say that vaccinated people will produce new (more toxic) viruses. Although my mother got vaccinated, I couldn't stop her.
I am also think about EMF exposure around me. I live in Moscow, and it is very difficult to avoid this here. I covered my entire room with foil. I'm not sure that it will work. At the beginning of detoxification, I could not literally enter any room where there is a lot of EMF (for example, a shopping center), I began to shake. Now it's back.
By the way, did you take vitamins B3, B6 at this time? I think we should be more careful with them. These vitamins are "also" suspicious, imho. I shared my thoughts on this topic with Grant.
Quote from lil chick on August 16, 2021, 5:27 amI'm also unvaxed and work now-and-then in a microwave lab. However, I haven't noticed any problems with these two things. The hardest thing about hanging with the vaxed is the division that is being sowed regarding people's private medical choices.
Interesting. Here this is a little different. It seems to me that most people don't care about vaccination. There are also ardent opponents of vaccination, there are quite a lot of them. And I have hardly met any supporters of vaccination. But there is a very statist society here. Most likely, you will be forced to get this vaccination. You will be fired from your job, deprived of benefits. As far as I know, people are not even allowed to undergo surgery without vaccination.