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Tinnitus, dry eyes, and nightmares
Quote from jzuc37 on September 18, 2023, 8:04 amOnce again I had nightmares. I think it's related to eating animal fats and retinol being released, although I have no proof.
good guess. it is always a bad idea for me to eat much fat at the same time as carbohydrates. I did keto for 10 years and loved it until my liver overflowed with vA. thankfully when I realized I needed fiber and carbs I knew I had to back off fat. Recently I ran across Denise Minger. This might help us all understand better.
Quote from Jiří on September 13, 2023, 2:33 am@david if this kid in the video says I can't do this anymore and people will help him. You think it is "societal failure" ? Like really?
The fact that this kid lived this long confirms everything I have argued here. Do you for one second think this kid has never said to himself or his parents that he could not do this anymore? Yes it would be societal failure if someone were ever to advocate for his suicide. It is up to him entirely. I bet this kid is not in Canada. Given how the govt is paying the costs of his healthcare, it gives corrupt people in govt every reason to shorten this kid's life. I am proud that kid lived as long as he did. He should be too. And it should be his choice and his alone with no advocacy towards suicide from anyone anywhere anytime.
@joe I agree but at the same time without this option there are people who suffer and with this option there will be cases like you said.. Most people "don't have the balls" to commit suicide on their own. Some people can't even commit suicide even if they want because they can't move or whatever.. I am not sure if just because it can be abused it shouldn't be allowed.. I think great analogy is police for example. We all know police officers can abuse their status, but that doesn't mean we don't want police. We just should make sure that this abuse is reduced as much as possible..
Quote from Joe on September 27, 2023, 1:22 amQuote from Jiří on September 13, 2023, 2:33 am@david if this kid in the video says I can't do this anymore and people will help him. You think it is "societal failure" ? Like really?
The fact that this kid lived this long confirms everything I have argued here. Do you for one second think this kid has never said to himself or his parents that he could not do this anymore? Yes it would be societal failure if someone were ever to advocate for his suicide. It is up to him entirely. I bet this kid is not in Canada. Given how the govt is paying the costs of his healthcare, it gives corrupt people in govt every reason to shorten this kid's life. I am proud that kid lived as long as he did. He should be too. And it should be his choice and his alone with no advocacy towards suicide from anyone anywhere anytime.
Yes it is up to him entirely. That's what I am saying all the time. Nobody said that someone should push suicide on him lol.
Quote from Jiří on September 27, 2023, 1:29 am@joe I agree but at the same time without this option there are people who suffer and with this option there will be cases like you said.. Most people "don't have the balls" to commit suicide on their own. Some people can't even commit suicide even if they want because they can't move or whatever.. I am not sure if just because it can be abused it shouldn't be allowed.. I think great analogy is police for example. We all know police officers can abuse their status, but that doesn't mean we don't want police. We just should make sure that this abuse is reduced as much as possible..
No you do not agree. No you do not understand. At this point, it is near impossible to discern if you are trolling.
If you give police immunity to prosecution and the power to decide life and death, there will not only be a few people abusing that power and immunity. There will be a massive migration of monstrous psychotic predators to that career. In short order, it will not be a few bad apples that you try to reduce as much as possible. It will be a systemic nightmare heading fast to genocide. Oh wait that happened already. All that is needed to turn that problem around is to remove policemen's qualified immunity. Once that immunity is removed, cops everywhere will make a point of using their dash and body cams instead of avoiding their use.
The same is true in euthanasia. That is why it was outlawed in past wars. Genocidal maniacs running their people into the blender have uniformly proposed ideals that were impossible and unattainable. They also uniformly demanded absolute powers with absolute immunity.
Your claim that it is all okay when voluntary is a weak cover rationalization for the most powerful people in society to murder at will. Your claim that it is needed for those who are weak in spirit or body is spurious and horrific. That kid in your video is case in point. Do you have any idea what level of effort and expense that kid's parents went to in order to get him to the age of 19? Are you telling me that he and they did not decide on a daily basis if this was not his last day? For him to make it that far in that struggle, they necessarily did not ever advocate that he should kill himself.
Please stop struggling with your own circular logic gaslighting on this topic. In an ideal world with only good people with good intentions, your idea of euthanasia could possibly work some of the time and be horrifically wrong the rest of the time. This is not an ideal world. And people who are seriously not good gravitate towards areas in life that allow them to maximally abuse their fellow man.
Your arguments are as spurious as the New Mexico governor's claim that armed criminals are so out of control that she needed to declare an emergency, drop the constitution and her oath to it, and to make it illegal to carry a weapon. So she argues that disarming good people with good intent is needed to get control of bad people with bad intent and weapons.
Spurious lad. Spurious. Almost like you are stuck using Gramsci's logic.
Quote from Jiří on September 27, 2023, 1:33 amQuote from Joe on September 27, 2023, 1:22 amQuote from Jiří on September 13, 2023, 2:33 am@david if this kid in the video says I can't do this anymore and people will help him. You think it is "societal failure" ? Like really?
The fact that this kid lived this long confirms everything I have argued here. Do you for one second think this kid has never said to himself or his parents that he could not do this anymore? Yes it would be societal failure if someone were ever to advocate for his suicide. It is up to him entirely. I bet this kid is not in Canada. Given how the govt is paying the costs of his healthcare, it gives corrupt people in govt every reason to shorten this kid's life. I am proud that kid lived as long as he did. He should be too. And it should be his choice and his alone with no advocacy towards suicide from anyone anywhere anytime.
Yes it is up to him entirely. That's what I am saying all the time. Nobody said that someone should push suicide on him lol.
Exactly my point. When you set up a system for euthanasia, you will have people advocating for others to kill themselves. It has and is already happening in Canada. Your arguments ONLY enable psychotic predators to abuse others legally. Right now nothing stops that kid and his parents from ending his life. No law can stop someone intent on suicide. Any law like those behind MAID do not protect people like that kid and his parents. Those laws protect monstrous predators who pretend to be good people.
@joe
"These comments are stated as facts about subjects which you can not ever know the facts. Bennington's death when further researched was almost certainly not suicide. And yes the same applies to Kurt Cobain and Jimmy Hendrix. Robin Williams is suspect and there is far less published about his situation. The little I have gathered is that he was far gone with drug induced parkinsons and dementia. Not sure of my opinion on that one. Hanging oneself from a doorknob with a belt is a difficult to believe scenario though. This is all speculation. That is my point. So are all decisions we make about our futures. "
you really like conspiracy theories right? I would love to know about Chester and his death what you know and I don't know. I saw many of his interviews before his death and you could tell that he was really struggling. Especially after his friend Chris killed himself or that was also some murder by aliens, CIA or whoever? I can see how Chester killed himself due to mental issues. He had depression for most of his life from what I know + when you live life like he did which is not healthy life style this depression can get only worse. He was probably on many meds and possibly was taking rec.drugs and was drinking as well. So he had probably very weak moment and acted on it. Sadly..
In this interview it is great example how the guy who never had depression don't understand at all what Chester is saying. But I can relate to everything what he is saying. You try your best, but no matter what you do it is always with you.. But I believe it can be fixed..
I wish I was his friend. I mean with so much money he had. I am sure we would find what was wrong with his hormones, brain chemistry.. He probably needed some serious detox from everything. Like 6 months on some island doing nothing but, swimming in the ocean, sunbathing, eating good, meditate with some monks.. That would reset his brain.. You can't expect live crazy life like he did and to be healthy if you already have depression your whole life. It is like me expecting healing adrenal fatigue while I am riding 6 hour rides on the bike lol heh..
Sweat, Sun... Detox... Discomfort...Progress. (IMO). (and some thoughts about herbs)
To return to the original post a bit, I have been feeling dry eyes in the evening, right ear is still ringing, and think I know what is causing my occasional disjointed, unsettled dreaming. (I'm not an Accutane user, but instead a WAPFer who took loads of fermented cod liver oil and ridiculous amounts of VA for years and years) (I'm only lower VA not zero VA and eat eggs).
I decided to garden without a hat (about an hour each day, not all of it in complete sunshine) for this entire summer to see if the exposure to sunshine might help my head detox. I think my evening dry eyes are related to sunshine, which is why I feel it each eve. When I wash my eyes in the morning they are all recovered. After a few days in the sun I have breakouts on forehead and nose. Without sun, after a few days, my skin looks really nice, better than ever.
My right ear (leftie's progress began immediately when I cut back on VA) is still pretty bad and I think it is interesting that my right nostril is also more unhappy than my left. In my opinion, the detox is proceeding down the nostril, very slowly over time. Nose gets itchy, hurty, crusty, inflamed, broken out etc. I can't help but wonder at all of these herbal cures for tinnitus, though many seem to be scams. I would think that they would perhaps kill germs but also add veg toxins. The nutritive cures seem more likely such as b vitamins, essential fatty acids and the like, but I have distrust of all of that now. haha. I do dabble in supps but only occasionally.
I have seen (strong) culinary herbs help with chronic inflammation of the gums, even to the point of having die-off reactions. (IMO a strong herb's super power is killing germs, but don't believe in prolonged usage because I think they will start to kill YOU too). I think that strong herbs also result in upset dreaming and even headaches.
After a cool September we had an odd hot, sunny October day yesterday and it resulted in detox all over the body (itching) with poor sleep with the unhappy dreaming. This has happened often enough for me to know that it will pass and I will go back to deeper sleep. Too much detox at once after not sweating for a few weeks.
The whole thing makes me think about the importance of regular sweating, regular sunshine, regular exercise ... even in winter. Maybe also there is a place for strong culinary herbs usage... to beat down the germs (who are taking advantage of inflammation) on a regular basis. Perhaps that is why the British crave a weekly curry. I think it is a good idea to have a sort of status quo of detox and not huge ups and downs.
Unfortunately, eating 1200mg of activated charcoal with around half a stick of butter was ineffective in absorbing all the bile. I woke up this morning with nightmares and dryness. I am going to explore eating dirt as a possibility.
Quote from Jiří on September 28, 2023, 12:28 am@joe
"These comments are stated as facts about subjects which you can not ever know the facts. Bennington's death when further researched was almost certainly not suicide. And yes the same applies to Kurt Cobain and Jimmy Hendrix. Robin Williams is suspect and there is far less published about his situation. The little I have gathered is that he was far gone with drug induced parkinsons and dementia. Not sure of my opinion on that one. Hanging oneself from a doorknob with a belt is a difficult to believe scenario though. This is all speculation. That is my point. So are all decisions we make about our futures. "
you really like conspiracy theories right? I would love to know about Chester and his death what you know and I don't know. I saw many of his interviews before his death and you could tell that he was really struggling. Especially after his friend Chris killed himself or that was also some murder by aliens, CIA or whoever? I can see how Chester killed himself due to mental issues. He had depression for most of his life from what I know + when you live life like he did which is not healthy life style this depression can get only worse. He was probably on many meds and possibly was taking rec.drugs and was drinking as well. So he had probably very weak moment and acted on it. Sadly..
In this interview it is great example how the guy who never had depression don't understand at all what Chester is saying. But I can relate to everything what he is saying. You try your best, but no matter what you do it is always with you.. But I believe it can be fixed..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5GS4xgggbw
I wish I was his friend. I mean with so much money he had. I am sure we would find what was wrong with his hormones, brain chemistry.. He probably needed some serious detox from everything. Like 6 months on some island doing nothing but, swimming in the ocean, sunbathing, eating good, meditate with some monks.. That would reset his brain.. You can't expect live crazy life like he did and to be healthy if you already have depression your whole life. It is like me expecting healing adrenal fatigue while I am riding 6 hour rides on the bike lol heh..
Again, you are making statements that sound insightful but imply knowledge of future that only an omniscient power can have. Sure, Bennington's tone and statements SOUND suicidal. What Bennington's thoughts were are for him and his Maker only to know. As is the same with what happened to him. And no his closest friend was almost certainly murdered as well. Anytime we hear of a suicide using a belt and a doornob, count on it. It is as lame a claim as Gary Webb's death ruled suicide after he allegedly shot himself in the head. TWICE.
Dig your own rabbit holes and follow them. There is plenty out there on Bennington. I like biographies. I like reading multiple versions of biographies. As for conspiracies, yeh whatever. Who cares? More fun to look at coincidence theories. If you want a wild coincidence, google comparisons between Chester Bennington's and John Podesta's face. Then read up on Bennington's efforts in later years putting together a documentary on trafficking. Personally, I will stick with biographies.
And recognizing as accurately as I can what I can know. And KNOWING that everything else is speculation on my part. Especially what the future will bring.