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I am happy someone enjoys my scrumptious style! English not being my mother-tongue, as you most probably have guessed…
As to leaving the matrix, I am not tempted yet. I tend to think in non-dualistic terms, so there would be no point really. If reality is One, and so on.
Maybe leaving the matrix means embracing your own personal reality, your perspective on the world, and not somebody else's. I've been reminded again about this individual force to create your own reality by Jon Rappoport, here's an article by him:
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Not my world; your world, and Exit From The Matrix |
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by Jon Rappoport |
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If, say, one out of every thousand people in a given country were energetically and creatively pursuing his most profound vision of a future he desired, life as a whole in that country would be far different from what it is now. No map or system would be able to summarize the character of that life as a whole in that country. Unlike writers who attempt to explain a greater reality beyond consensus reality, I’ve never sought to paint a picture of a greater reality which everyone is supposed to salute. It’s always been my contention that ultimate reality is unique for every individual; and potentially, every individual is an artist of reality. This became apparent to me when, based on sheer desire, and no background, I decided to start painting in 1962. The experience was revolutionary, at the core, and my life was never the same after that. Consensus reality is, at best, an effort to connect people with each other, so society and civilization can exist at all. But inevitably, consensus overreaches and panders to lowest common denominators and seeks to enforce them. This is called Culture. The result is the belief that “we are basically all the same.” Nothing could be further from the truth. If we could scrape away that false veneer of sameness, we would come to the uniqueness of every individual. And this uniqueness is discovered and created BY every individual---if he makes a commitment to doing it. The social result would NOT be estrangement and isolation. It would a different kind of community. In my book, The Secret Behind Secret Societies, I recount my experiences with a genuine healer in New York, Richard Jenkins, in the early 1960s. Richard was treating many clients, and I was able to watch him in action. Aside from sensing he was working with some of kind energy, I had no idea what he was doing. He told me he was operating purely from improvisation, in the moment, and he had no system or method. After we became friends, he told me: You’re painting now. Who knows how long you’ll continue. A year, fifty years. The point is, you’re working without an ironclad map. Remember that. That’s when you invent your own future, without reference to what you’re supposed to be doing. That’s when you make your own reality. It isn’t mine or anyone else’s. That’s what the Creative Principle gives you. If you stop creating, you start fitting in. You opt for mechanical solutions. You give up ground, an inch at a time. You reduce the size and scope of your desires. You start down the road of calculating what you have to do, in order to be accepted. The magic drains away. You feel, less and less, the fire of spontaneity. Tremendous natural creativity, which is power, ebbs. SO DON’T GO DOWN THAT ROAD. Avoid it. When someone tries to show you the details of greater reality, walk away. That’s his conception. Not yours. You’re creating yours, unless you stop. Richard was a person who was giving me a great deal of advice, but none of it involved me seeing what he was seeing. None of it involved me accepting some spread-out mural of “true reality.” In college, I had studied the history of Western philosophy. To my eventual disappointment, every one of the great metaphysicians was building his map and system and fresco of Greater Reality---what it looked like, what it was composed of, what you should pay homage to. They rarely wrote a word about the individual invention of reality. The confusion for people comes when they’ve already made themselves into social conformists---and THEN ask themselves what they really want to create in life. Whatever the answer is, the effort to achieve it hardly seems worthwhile, because the desires of conformists are bound to be small and circumscribed. I’ve often used the metaphor of a grand museum. People walk through the rooms, and when they find a painting they particularly admire, they walk into it and take up permanent residence. Thereafter, they believe they’re living in the only reality that exists. An artist of reality would never want to live in someone else’s painting. It’s doubtful he would want to live in one of his own. He might pay a visit, but then he’d exit and JUST KEEP PAINTING… Everything I’m writing in this piece is bolstered and backed up in spades by my collection, Exit From The Matrix, which is all about the individual reclaiming his creative power. My book, The Secret Behind Secret Societies, is included. The collection contains many exercises designed for that purpose. I hope you’ll consider ordering it. |
Reality in the eye of the beholder with a desperate wish to exist! And to be recognized. I prefer the possibilities of the 33 crores of gods, the consciousness touching irretrievably the jewels in Indra’s Net, that all reflect all the other nodes. Looking at one jewel brings about an assonance that cannot be destroyed. Supposedly. I am beginning to wonder if that is not engraved in vA, or due to its presence. Would destroying memory also get rid of Time?
Avoiding vA must be the most powerful spiritual exercise I have ever done.
Maybe I shall watch the Matrix film tonight though!
Quote from Ourania on October 30, 2021, 10:03 pmI am happy someone enjoys my scrumptious style! English not being my mother-tongue, as you most probably have guessed…
As to leaving the matrix, I am not tempted yet. I tend to think in non-dualistic terms, so there would be no point really. If reality is One, and so on.
No, I didn't guess) What is your native language?
I'm not tempted either, but for some people it happens by itself.
"13th floor" is a good movie on the topic
Just watched the trailer. The 13th floor looks promising.
Vitamin A depletion diet as a spiritual exercise. I haven't thought about it this way, but there is something that resonates with me. I guess I want to be a meaningful specific. Someone with ideas, with impact. Someone who takes a stand. And all this requires a sense of clarity and energy. Not having the energy to do the things I wish is so frustrating. I make friends with such feelings. Maybe doing a low vitamin A diet is like a digging hole into freedom: Anyone who looks at you thinks you're crazy, but you believe like the Tim Robbins character in Shawshank Redemption that by dropping bits of debris on the prison courtyard will set you free one day. So maybe, maybe one day, I'll be out there building my own life too, rather than just sit and wait. Until then, I better accept what is, find joy in the little things, in the limitations that I experience. Embrace frustration. So yeah, this sounds like a spiritual exercise, like being fine with the current moment and yet remember your dreams.
I thought that the VA cleansing itself was another step out of the matrix, a matrix in which people run to doctors, take pills, etc. A step towards destroying this ridiculous matrix of suffering. And when everyone takes this step, together we all destroy this matrix. And so we going out into a real, lively, meaningful and happy world.
That blogger recently had an accident, but he survived and is ready to continue his work.
Btw, my strange peeling on the heels (some kind of fungus?) almost passed in the last few days. They look much younger now. I would also like to note that hot baths give me a wonderful feeling of well-being.
Enjoy!
As to accidents happening when leaving the matrix, I think they are due to a necessity, or an attempt, to put past mistakes right.
In my case for example, I had a deformed hand due to an accident 8 years ago, and it could not be fixed. But the vA diet has changed collagen around my body, making tendons more supple, growing bone I think, diminishing scars (I wonder if this is not also effective on bone scars and malunions). The next thing was, last April, I fell and my husband caught me by the hand. There was a dislocation with tremendous pain, but my hand looked NORMAL again. Because I had no access to a hospital, it took a few months of pain. Last week at last I had an operation and my hand should be 99% normal.
What I mean is I feel we are rearranging the world around us, getting rid of an interference in our happiness. I think memories are physical, caused by physical stuff, and written all over our bodies and the physical world about us. The accident 8 years ago was due to brain fog due to vA poisoning.
Watching 13th floor tonight!
As to accidents happening when leaving the matrix, I think they are due to a necessity, or an attempt, to put past mistakes right.
I like this thought a lot. Make up for our mistakes. And learn that they were not mistakes after all but lessons to be learned? I'd like to believe it.
What I mean is I feel we are rearranging the world around us, getting rid of an interference in our happiness. I think memories are physical, caused by physical stuff, and written all over our bodies and the physical world about us. The accident 8 years ago was due to brain fog due to vA poisoning.
Is it rearranging the world by rearranging us? Because we are the world in some sense, you are the world. We are each one of us at the center of the world. And when we're hurting, we lose the connection to this truth. And yeah, I totally agree that those memories and traumas, also the little ones, are all physical. When we heal, we can let go of those traumas and start to grow into our own unique perspective on the world because we're not hurting anymore.
I wonder though, what other strategies can be employed to assist healing other than a low vitamin A diet? Journaling? Meditation? Obviously, the mind and the body are not separate but complex interwoven systems. But we can facilitate healing coming from both ends. The body is covered with nutrition, but how to approach the other end?
I've recently started with an online program that's presented by Nourish123.com. There's a lot of talk about little traumas, about wounded children, about acknowledging emotions and labeling them, about exercises where I list benefits of a particular situation that I'd like to change, but I don't do it, so with this exercise, I can unravel hidden blocks. The body is not wired for happiness but safety. So we are concerned about it, so much so that we go to great lengths to achieve safety, sometimes to the detriment of other areas we might want to develop. The founders go even so far as to claim that autoimmune disorders are essentially caused by those traumas in life we have experienced but never really acknowledged. I don't know where this will bring me, but I'm certainly motivated to learn more about the soul aspect of my ailments.
If you have anything to share in this regard, I'm curious to learn more.